My life took a drastic turn when I joined Boko Haram in 2015. Before that, we were displaced from Bama in 2014 and sought refuge in a village near Cameroon called Jimia. When our village normalised, and people began to return, we received alarming news: we had been declared Boko Haram members, despite it not being true. The place we stayed was considered a Boko Haram camp due to their frequent visits, and we feared for our lives.
Boko Haram members approached us, promising to help and protect us. With no other option, we joined. My life as a Boko Haram member was complex. On one hand, I had access to necessities and could even help others. I stayed in Sambisa and assisted those who wanted to repent. However, the experience was also marked by violence and fear.
I decided to repent after hearing on the radio that the Borno State government was willing to forgive us and provide basic needs if we surrendered. I took my wife and some others with me, and we escaped, surrendering to soldiers. We were taken to a rehabilitation centre in Maiduguri for six months, where we learned hand skills like carpentry, shoe-making, and tailoring. We were given ₦20,000 and a bag of rice, with promises of ongoing support that unfortunately didn’t materialise.
Despite the challenges, I’m grateful that our community accepted us back, despite knowing our past involvement with Boko Haram. We’ve been living peacefully with them, and I appreciate their forgiveness. It’s a testament to the resilience and compassion of our community.
Looking back, I realise that my journey has been shaped by circumstances beyond my control. I’m working hard to rebuild my life and provide for my family. I hope that our story can serve as a reminder of the complexities of conflict and the importance of forgiveness and reintegration.
As I reflect on my experiences, I’m reminded of the need for support and understanding for those who have been affected by Boko Haram’s activities. Many have suffered greatly, and it’s essential to address the root causes of the conflict to prevent further suffering. I hope that my story can contribute to a deeper understanding of the issue and inspire efforts towards peace and reconciliation.
As narrated by: Abdulrahman Banna (Bama, Nigeria).
This snippet is published as part of a series, The Day Boko Haram Attacked.
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